The past 4 years have seen me going through a long list of cars, in hopes of finding the right car. The first casualty of this search for perfection was my beloved FRS. A car which I had modified to my liking started to feel stale once the mods stopped. I had the coilovers, good Enkei wheels and a muffler delete exhaust, along with a couple other minor aesthetic updates to make it my own. But as I stared at it in its final form more and more, I realized that I had done what I could with it, given my financial situation. Even if money were no option though, I saw nothing else on the aftermarket front that made me want to push the car further. I grew bored as a result, and was traded in at the dealer, still wearing the mods that made it mine to begin with.
The FRS gave way to the 2013 Mustang GT/CS, as I searched for a new, faster vessel to express myself and modify. At first the mods came quickly, finding a second hand Roush exhaust on eBay as well as a couple touches on the interior to make it more comfortable.
But as I drove this all American powerhouse, the same longing that I felt when I had the FRS came back and consumed me once again. This time instead of trading in, I decided to get a project. That project was the anime hero AE86. It was loud, uncomfortable, and everything I was looking for… Until it broke. I was once again back to just the Mustang. I added wheels, and enjoyed driving the Mustang once again. Until that broke down as well.
The Mustang was repaired quickly, but as other parts of that car started to fail, essential things such as air conditioning, I once again was back to the song and dance of looking for a replacement car that would fulfill that need I have of driving something that I can make my own. And I thought I had found that car.
Enter the 2017 VW GTI. I test drove it and fell in love, in much the same way I had fallen in love with the Mustang, although for different reasons. I reasoned that it was time for something more practical, given that the AE86 had filled the hole of loud and impractical toy. It handled well, went quickly, and did everything that I wanted it to do. I went home with it, leaving my Mustang behind, another loss in the endless pursuit that I embarked on to find the perfect car.
As we look on now to present day, the GTI fulfills daily duties and the 86 continues to be the toy that I always wanted it to be. I couldn’t ask for more out of the 86, it’s become an indispensable part of my life. The GTI, however, finds itself in the same spot as the FRS and Mustang that preceded it. The desire and the need to modify the GTI hasn’t called to me and now I find myself bored with my latest decision and the longing to make a switch has taken over my life. And as I reflect on my past decisions, I can admit that I made mistakes switching between cars to quickly. And although I’ve put myself in a tough spot financially, the drive to find the next best thing will continue to push me, and hopefully I can find the perfect fit. Or else the cycle will continue.